I dont't know

I'm very disappointed in myself this time round. I'm disgusted with the fact that I always let my emotions take control of my Mind.

I'm sorry guys, I didn't join you all for Christmas this year. Some stuff cropped up at the last minute. Which got me pretty pissed actually.

I don't know what's happening to my phone. Or my friend's phone. Although my friend claims that it's because we are so far apart from each other (literally, i meant where we stay), that's why it takes time for our smses to be delivered to our handphone. I don't believe though, but I'm coming to believe it. But still, it's just some nonsense that I've kept myself busy with. I'mma smartass. No link. It took us like half an hour for our smses to be delivered. And while smsing halfway last night, there was no reply. But this morning, there were like 20 smses from last night. (I don't switch off the phone). So chapalang.

But stilllllll, I'm glad, to a certain extent.

phone, phone, please be ok.

i wish i could bubble wrap my heart
in case i fall & break apart
like last time.